kevinUsa Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 I'm 25M, studying in Utah. She's also here, but we go to different universities. We met back in Hyderabad during BTech but weren't close back then. After COVID, we started talking every day and became best friends. It was just friendship, nothing more. But when we moved to the U.S., everything changed. Being away from family, feeling lonely, and missing home, I started leaning on her more. We met often, and slowly, I fell for her. I confessed my feelings, but she didn't take it seriously. Still, she kept talking to me like nothing had changed, which gave me hope. Quote
kevinUsa Posted March 8 Author Report Posted March 8 One day, she was home alone, and we kissed. Hugged. Then we had xes. It was my first time, and I felt something I had never felt before warmth, love, a deep connection. We spent hours just holding each other, and in my mind, I thought, this is it, this is the person I want to be with. After that, I got attached. I started thinking about a future with her, about marrying her once I got a stable job. But a few days later, she told me she felt guilty about what happened. She said it was wrong. I couldn't understand why feel guilty when I loved her? When I was serious about her? Quote
kevinUsa Posted March 8 Author Report Posted March 8 We kept talking like before for a few more months. Then one day, she called and told me another guy had proposed, and she wanted to be with him. I was shattered. We had xes, we shared something so deep, and yet, she moved on so easily. She said her family was strict, and she wanted this, but why? If she felt guilty about being with me, why didn't she feel guilty with him? It's been over a year and a half, and I still can't move on. I don't understand how she let go so easily when I'm still stuck in this pain. Quote
Moon_Walker Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 27 minutes ago, kevinUsa said: We kept talking like before for a few more months. Then one day, she called and told me another guy had proposed, and she wanted to be with him. I was shattered. We had xes, we shared something so deep, and yet, she moved on so easily. She said her family was strict, and she wanted this, but why? If she felt guilty about being with me, why didn't she feel guilty with him? It's been over a year and a half, and I still can't move on. I don't understand how she let go so easily when I'm still stuck in this pain. Bcoz u are stuck in ur pants whereas she is f$$king the brains 1 Quote
Pahelwan4 Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 1 hour ago, kevinUsa said: I'm 25M, studying in Utah. She's also here, but we go to different universities. We met back in Hyderabad during BTech but weren't close back then. After COVID, we started talking every day and became best friends. It was just friendship, nothing more. But when we moved to the U.S., everything changed. Being away from family, feeling lonely, and missing home, I started leaning on her more. We met often, and slowly, I fell for her. I confessed my feelings, but she didn't take it seriously. Still, she kept talking to me like nothing had changed, which gave me hope. Na modcheek ra lenazakodaka Quote
Pahelwan4 Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 1 hour ago, kevinUsa said: We kept talking like before for a few more months. Then one day, she called and told me another guy had proposed, and she wanted to be with him. I was shattered. We had xes, we shared something so deep, and yet, she moved on so easily. She said her family was strict, and she wanted this, but why? If she felt guilty about being with me, why didn't she feel guilty with him? It's been over a year and a half, and I still can't move on. I don't understand how she let go so easily when I'm still stuck in this pain. 10gey ra northie lenzakodaka ni kuthhan 10ga Quote
Thokkalee Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 2 hours ago, kevinUsa said: We kept talking like before for a few more months. Then one day, she called and told me another guy had proposed, and she wanted to be with him. I was shattered. We had xes, we shared something so deep, and yet, she moved on so easily. She said her family was strict, and she wanted this, but why? If she felt guilty about being with me, why didn't she feel guilty with him? It's been over a year and a half, and I still can't move on. I don't understand how she let go so easily when I'm still stuck in this pain. Quote
kevinUsa Posted March 8 Author Report Posted March 8 9 hours ago, Pahelwan4 said: 10gey ra northie lenzakodaka ni kuthhan 10ga Y blaming me Quote
kevinUsa Posted March 8 Author Report Posted March 8 9 hours ago, Pahelwan4 said: Na modcheek ra lenazakodaka @psyc0pk arey endi ra nee lowdala.moderation ?? Quote
Pahelwan4 Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 23 minutes ago, kevinUsa said: @psyc0pk arey endi ra nee lowdala.moderation ?? Not you bro that post esinodu expat group Quote
Pahelwan4 Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 25 minutes ago, kevinUsa said: Y blaming me Not you vayya. Ninnu enduku anta 2 Quote
Pahelwan4 Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 34 minutes ago, kevinUsa said: Y blaming me Not you bro Quote
perugu_vada Posted March 8 Report Posted March 8 Idhi varaku @k2s uncle theskoche vadu e labdasura articles ni Quote
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