I welcomed the sexual attention

[kevinUsa]

I came to the USA to pursue my master's in 2017. It was my first time away from home, and I felt vulnerable, missing my family and parents deeply. After arriving in the U.S., I met a man who was six years older than me. He was intelligent and seemed to have a better understanding of the world—while I had come straight from graduation, naive and unaware of how the world worked.

He was married back in India, but he didn’t tell anyone—not even his roommates. He told me his wife would join him after he completed his master's and got a job. Gradually, he began making advances toward me, which became increasingly physical and sexual. I found comfort in that. We entered a sexual relationship, and he told me he needed physical comfort because he was away from his wife and wanted someone to fulfill that need.

I didn’t have feelings for him, but I welcomed the sexual attention, as it helped calm my anxious and overwhelmed mind. We ended up in a “friends with benefits” relationship that lasted almost a year. Eventually, though, I don't know how, his wife found out. As expected, everything turned chaotic. He placed the entire blame on me, saying I had pursued him. I don’t know what other lies he told or how he defamed me, but he once mentioned that his wife was naive and trusted him blindly, so she would believe whatever he said.

I suspect he had a plan to emotionally manipulate me. He used to ask things like, “You're falling in love with me, right?” and when I said no, he’d respond, “Don’t lie… I’m just that irresistible.”

After the incident, reality hit me hard. I realized I had been a homewrecker—the very thing I never wanted to be. So, I decided to end the relationship completely and move on. Since it had been emotionless, it was easier to walk away, but I knew my character had taken a hit because of the choices I’d made.

Now, we have no contact. Through mutual friends, I know that his wife is here, they have a baby, and they’re living a happy life. I’m also settled now—married and expecting a child. My husband knows about my past, but he doesn’t like discussing it.

Still, I carry a deep fear of karma. Even though I wasn’t the one cheating, I was part of it—and I knew he was married. Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, this incident flashes in my mind, and guilt consumes me. I was raised with strong values, and this was never something I imagined myself doing. I worry that I caused someone else pain and that I knowingly repeated the mistake. but I still feel that

 "whenever i lie on bed my old flame memories came back and it became irresistible. I had to reignite that passion and continue it forever"

[lollilolli2020]

5 minutes ago, kevinUsa said:

I came to the USA to pursue my master's in 2017. It was my first time away from home, and I felt vulnerable, missing my family and parents deeply. After arriving in the U.S., I met a man who was six years older than me. He was intelligent and seemed to have a better understanding of the world—while I had come straight from graduation, naive and unaware of how the world worked.

He was married back in India, but he didn’t tell anyone—not even his roommates. He told me his wife would join him after he completed his master's and got a job. Gradually, he began making advances toward me, which became increasingly physical and sexual. I found comfort in that. We entered a sexual relationship, and he told me he needed physical comfort because he was away from his wife and wanted someone to fulfill that need.

I didn’t have feelings for him, but I welcomed the sexual attention, as it helped calm my anxious and overwhelmed mind. We ended up in a “friends with benefits” relationship that lasted almost a year. Eventually, though, I don't know how, his wife found out. As expected, everything turned chaotic. He placed the entire blame on me, saying I had pursued him. I don’t know what other lies he told or how he defamed me, but he once mentioned that his wife was naive and trusted him blindly, so she would believe whatever he said.

I suspect he had a plan to emotionally manipulate me. He used to ask things like, “You're falling in love with me, right?” and when I said no, he’d respond, “Don’t lie… I’m just that irresistible.”

After the incident, reality hit me hard. I realized I had been a homewrecker—the very thing I never wanted to be. So, I decided to end the relationship completely and move on. Since it had been emotionless, it was easier to walk away, but I knew my character had taken a hit because of the choices I’d made.

Now, we have no contact. Through mutual friends, I know that his wife is here, they have a baby, and they’re living a happy life. I’m also settled now—married and expecting a child. My husband knows about my past, but he doesn’t like discussing it.

Still, I carry a deep fear of karma. Even though I wasn’t the one cheating, I was part of it—and I knew he was married. Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, this incident flashes in my mind, and guilt consumes me. I was raised with strong values, and this was never something I imagined myself doing. I worry that I caused someone else pain and that I knowingly repeated the mistake.

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[Keth]

wow canadian brothers iddaru bale sync lo untaru 

kevin dikkumalina confession estadu danni ventane nuvu quote chesi save chestav? malla yekkada delete chesestadu ani bayama 

23 minutes ago, lollilolli2020 said:

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[kevinUsa]

41 minutes ago, lollilolli2020 said:

repost 

eppudu ituvanti posts vesste u need to have some nice catchy titles 

[Moon_Walker]

1 hour ago, kevinUsa said:

I came to the USA to pursue my master's in 2017. It was my first time away from home, and I felt vulnerable, missing my family and parents deeply. After arriving in the U.S., I met a man who was six years older than me. He was intelligent and seemed to have a better understanding of the world—while I had come straight from graduation, naive and unaware of how the world worked.

He was married back in India, but he didn’t tell anyone—not even his roommates. He told me his wife would join him after he completed his master's and got a job. Gradually, he began making advances toward me, which became increasingly physical and sexual. I found comfort in that. We entered a sexual relationship, and he told me he needed physical comfort because he was away from his wife and wanted someone to fulfill that need.

I didn’t have feelings for him, but I welcomed the sexual attention, as it helped calm my anxious and overwhelmed mind. We ended up in a “friends with benefits” relationship that lasted almost a year. Eventually, though, I don't know how, his wife found out. As expected, everything turned chaotic. He placed the entire blame on me, saying I had pursued him. I don’t know what other lies he told or how he defamed me, but he once mentioned that his wife was naive and trusted him blindly, so she would believe whatever he said.

I suspect he had a plan to emotionally manipulate me. He used to ask things like, “You're falling in love with me, right?” and when I said no, he’d respond, “Don’t lie… I’m just that irresistible.”

After the incident, reality hit me hard. I realized I had been a homewrecker—the very thing I never wanted to be. So, I decided to end the relationship completely and move on. Since it had been emotionless, it was easier to walk away, but I knew my character had taken a hit because of the choices I’d made.

Now, we have no contact. Through mutual friends, I know that his wife is here, they have a baby, and they’re living a happy life. I’m also settled now—married and expecting a child. My husband knows about my past, but he doesn’t like discussing it.

Still, I carry a deep fear of karma. Even though I wasn’t the one cheating, I was part of it—and I knew he was married. Sometimes, when I lie in bed at night, this incident flashes in my mind, and guilt consumes me. I was raised with strong values, and this was never something I imagined myself doing. I worry that I caused someone else pain and that I knowingly repeated the mistake.

ee ending baagaledhu adyakshaa...pain, guilt, sleepless ane words audience ki nacchavu....

The ending should have been "whenever i lie on bed my old flame memories came back and it became irresistible. I had to reignite that passion and continue it forever"

 

[kevinUsa]

8 minutes ago, Moon_Walker said:

ee ending baagaledhu adyakshaa...pain, guilt, sleepless ane words audience ki nacchavu....

The ending should have been "whenever i lie on bed my old flame memories came back and it became irresistible. I had to reignite that passion and continue it forever"

 

addeed bro 

[psycopk]

Looks like she fell for the irresistible uncle…🤣

[idibezwada]

13 minutes ago, psycopk said:

Looks like she fell for the irresistible uncle…🤣

calling @vetrivel munja vergently...tell us who the irresistible uncle is...arya or jimmy?

[vetrivel]

5 minutes ago, idibezwada said:

calling @vetrivel munja vergently...tell us who the irresistible uncle is...arya or jimmy?

You are so addicted to Arya brother's bang bangs , aren't you?

Is it one among your hundreds of weird fetish?

Getting bang banged by Arya and going for stitches to Ramesh hospital

@aratipandu @Pavanonline also following you in getting bang banged

[praying]

This exactly is what trauma means and this is was happens with meaning less sex or hookups…

[kevinUsa]

13 minutes ago, praying said:

This exactly is what trauma means and this is was happens with meaning less sex or hookups…

baga exp bro neeku 

[nokia123]

2 hours ago, kevinUsa said:

 

 "whenever i lie on bed my old flame memories came back and it became irresistible. I had to reignite that passion and continue it forever"

Mogudu muttukunna prathi sari…”.abba..idhe touch” ankuntundhemo lopala 

[ARYA]

1 hour ago, psycopk said:

Looks like she fell for the irresistible uncle…🤣

Aa uncle Nuvve ani talk 

[psycopk]

1 minute ago, ARYA said:

Aa uncle Nuvve ani talk 

[perugu_vada]

Break ivvu uncke