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“How many days do u think about her? Does every boy who loved a girl are living like you?” he asked me.
“What`s wrong with me now? I am alright” I replied.
“No, you are not OK. Come with me, I will tell you” he called me.
We both went outside and he took me to bar.
Then he ordered beers, that is the first time I was about to start drinking. He told cheers and I took the first sip.
It was very bitter, but he insisted me to drink again and again. After finishing half bottle, I felt a little dizzy and the taste becomes good to me. I completed the full beer. As it is the first time I am drinking, I am flying in air like an aviator. My mind is relaxed a lot.
I don’t know how I got addicted, but I keep on drinking and smoking, to get rid of her from my mind. When I am in the office, I will be busy with work and that makes me not to think about her. I don’t like the job I was doing because I wanted to do masters.
With the miserable heart, I keep on drinking everyday. I dont know what I am into?

My life officially and personally sucks.
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[b]New IDEA, New Life[/b]

Then my friend gave me another wonderful idea. He told me to try some other girl if you want to forget this one. I didn’t like it, but as I am very close to my juniors, I started talking with one junior.
Her name is swetha. She is also a beautiful girl who likes me when I am in college.

I became so close to her and I shared each and everything. We talked for few months so closely and I started forgetting about Laharika. Actually, I told her everything about laharika. This is a wonderful idea, I thought myself. I started talking with her day and night.
One night, I was totally drunk and I don’t know what I was talking. I spoke to her too long and I don’t know when I slept. After I woke up, I have a message saying I LOVE YOU from swetha.

I was shocked and I don’t remember what happened last night. I only remember I was talking with her while drinking. Morning, I called her and spoke with her. In the middle of conversation I asked her why did u send that message.
“I dont know..u were very close to me and yesterday night you are talking all about her” she told me.
“I couldn’t stand it, you are thinking about the past and forgetting about the present” replied with a big tone.
“You like her so much and I didn’t imagine a person can love this much to a girl, and if she were me, I am the luckiest person in the world”
“I don’t know how I got involved with you, but I like you a lot”
“that’s why I kept that message.. Did I do anything wrong?” she replied me and there was a silence.
“Nothing, I just asked you that’s it” I replied after few seconds.

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Actually, the discussion was quite long with her, but this is the summary..

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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610684#msg1610684 date=1294629224]
[b]New IDEA, New Life[/b]

Then my friend gave me another wonderful idea. He told me to try some other girl if you want to forget this one. I didn’t like it, but as I am very close to my juniors, I started talking with one junior.
Her name is swetha. She is also a beautiful girl who likes me when I am in college.

I became so close to her and I shared each and everything. We talked for few months so closely and I started forgetting about Laharika. Actually, I told her everything about laharika. This is a wonderful idea, I thought myself. I started talking with her day and night.
One night, I was totally drunk and I don’t know what I was talking. I spoke to her too long and I don’t know when I slept. After I woke up, I have a message saying I LOVE YOU from swetha.

I was shocked and I don’t remember what happened last night. I only remember I was talking with her while drinking. Morning, I called her and spoke with her. In the middle of conversation I asked her why did u send that message.
“I dont know..u were very close to me and yesterday night you are talking all about her” she told me.
“I couldn’t stand it, you are thinking about the past and forgetting about the present” replied with a big tone.
“You like her so much and I didn’t imagine a person can love this much to a girl, and if she were me, I am the luckiest person in the world”
“I don’t know how I got involved with you, but I like you a lot”
“that’s why I kept that message.. Did I do anything wrong?” she replied me and there was a silence.
“Nothing, I just asked you that’s it” I replied after few seconds.
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I replied “I know how you feel now, and I like you a lot too”. She was very happy. She wanted to meet me the other day.

The relationship was going very well.
Then we keep on meeting and talking all the time. The time passed and I completed my one year in my company.
Again, I saw laharika`s message. It’s a spam message from some organisation in gmail. She didn’t send me, but it reminded me about her.
On that night, I was thinking about the difference between Laharika and Swetha.
“Swetha obviously likes me a lot and she loved me. What the hell if Laharika left me.”
“On the other hand Laharika liked me but, she left me.” I thought myself.

But, what always bothers me is Swetha is not Laharika.

I liked both of them, but I loved only one girl. I know what love is, it is the feeling that we cannot forget through our entire life.
I have gone through the pain than anyone else in this world. I am crazy about her.

But with Swetha, I can talk to her, joke with her and spend most of the time with her. But it didn’t help me to love her. When i touch laharika for the first time(shake hand), i didnt sleep the whole night. But, with swetha, there is nothing exciting. Its same like some other girl.

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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610713#msg1610713 date=1294629625]
I replied “I know how you feel now, and I like you a lot too”. She was very happy. She wanted to meet me the other day.

The relationship was going very well.
Then we keep on meeting and talking all the time. The time passed and I completed my one year in my company.
Again, I saw laharika`s message. It’s a spam message from some organisation in gmail. She didn’t send me, but it reminded me about her.
On that night, I was thinking about the difference between Laharika and Swetha.
“Swetha obviously likes me a lot and she loved me. What the hell if Laharika left me.”
“On the other hand Laharika liked me but, she left me.” I thought myself.

But, what always bothers me is Swetha is not Laharika.

I liked both of them, but I loved only one girl. I know what love is, it is the feeling that we cannot forget through our entire life.
I have gone through the pain than anyone else in this world. I am crazy about her.

But with Swetha, I can talk to her, joke with her and spend most of the time with her. But it didn’t help me to love her. When i touch laharika for the first time(shake hand), i didnt sleep the whole night. But, with swetha, there is nothing exciting. Its same like some other girl.
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She didn’t make my heart pounding like when I look at Laharika. She didn’t make me jump when I touch her, as I did with Laharika. I like Swetha but I don’t love her.

Is this the thing Laharika referring too. Is she in love with some other person and that’s why she is not loving me.
Oh god, the same old unbearable pain. She is in love with someone, she is bonded with someone. She is going to live with someone and she is going to kiss someone.

These thoughts had crushed me more. With these thoughts, I was continuously drunk for three days.
As I told you about my friend Venkat, he is the best friend for me ever. After few days, he spoke to me. He told me exactly what I have to do and what is needed for me to go on in my life.

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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610734#msg1610734 date=1294629954]
She didn’t make my heart pounding like when I look at Laharika. She didn’t make me jump when I touch her, as I did with Laharika. I like Swetha but I don’t love her.

Is this the thing Laharika referring too. Is she in love with some other person and that’s why she is not loving me.
Oh god, the same old unbearable pain. She is in love with someone, she is bonded with someone. She is going to live with someone and she is going to kiss someone.

These thoughts had crushed me more. With these thoughts, I was continuously drunk for three days.
As I told you about my friend Venkat, he is the best friend for me ever. After few days, he spoke to me. He told me exactly what I have to do and what is needed for me to go on in my life.
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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610713#msg1610713 date=1294629625]
I replied “I know how you feel now, and I like you a lot too”. She was very happy. She wanted to meet me the other day.

The relationship was going very well.
Then we keep on meeting and talking all the time. The time passed and I completed my one year in my company.
Again, I saw laharika`s message. It’s a spam message from some organisation in gmail. She didn’t send me, but it reminded me about her.
On that night, I was thinking about the difference between Laharika and Swetha.
“Swetha obviously likes me a lot and she loved me. What the hell if Laharika left me.”
“On the other hand Laharika liked me but, she left me.” I thought myself.

But, what always bothers me is Swetha is not Laharika.

I liked both of them, but I loved only one girl. I know what love is, it is the feeling that we cannot forget through our entire life.
I have gone through the pain than anyone else in this world. I am crazy about her.

But with Swetha, I can talk to her, joke with her and spend most of the time with her. But it didn’t help me to love her. When i touch laharika for the first time(shake hand), i didnt sleep the whole night. But, with swetha, there is nothing exciting. Its same like some other girl.
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Andhuke antaru manchi friends unna vallu eppatiki vodiporu ani.
The things which I started doing after speaking with him is

1. I started preparing on the things which I have to do. I have only three things in mind. A. I want to do Masters, I want to work and earn money.
2. I started preparing for GRE and Toefl, but i ended up in UK.
Then I got admission and visa. After few weeks I departed to UK. I didn’t even call her before I came here.

Life was very exciting like before. New place, new people and good education standards, fun etc. But, I have only one thing in mind. I have to complete masters as early as possible.
As I thought, I completed my masters. Life is going exactly like what I have designed. But one picture is missing.

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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610752#msg1610752 date=1294630232]
Andhuke antaru manchi friends unna vallu eppatiki vodiporu ani.
The things which I started doing after speaking with him is

1. I started preparing on the things which I have to do. I have only three things in mind. A. I want to do Masters, I want to work and earn money.
2. I started preparing for GRE and Toefl, but i ended up in UK.
Then I got admission and visa. After few weeks I departed to UK. I didn’t even call her before I came here.

Life was very exciting like before. New place, new people and good education standards, fun etc. But, I have only one thing in mind. I have to complete masters as early as possible.
As I thought, I completed my masters. Life is going exactly like what I have designed. But one picture is missing.
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[quote author=arrehman link=topic=141780.msg1610752#msg1610752 date=1294630232]
Andhuke antaru manchi friends unna vallu eppatiki vodiporu ani.
The things which I started doing after speaking with him is

1. I started preparing on the things which I have to do. I have only three things in mind. A. I want to do Masters, I want to work and earn money.
2. I started preparing for GRE and Toefl, but i ended up in UK.
Then I got admission and visa. After few weeks I departed to UK. I didn’t even call her before I came here.

Life was very exciting like before. New place, new people and good education standards, fun etc. But, I have only one thing in mind. I have to complete masters as early as possible.
As I thought, I completed my masters. Life is going exactly like what I have designed. But one picture is missing.

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