Estory : Cheated

[ManaBadi]

[color=#333333][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]Hello People,[/size][/font][/color]

[color=#333333][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]I am silent reader of this forum. after much thought I decided to write my story here. Mine is an arranged[/size][/font][/color]!important [font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]marriage[/u][/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] During the initial period of our [/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]marriage[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3], we both had many problems mainly due to inlaws. My in [/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]aws[/u][/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] used to harass and dominate me a lot. The harassment was verbal and not physical. I would feel suffocated in my in-[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]laws [/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]house. I initially asked my husband to help me from my in-[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]law s[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]cruel behavior. My husband did nothing and infact took my in-[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]laws[/size][/font]][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] side. If I did a small mistake my husband would be upset with me and if my in-[/size][/font]][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]laws[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] openly behaved badly they were never questioned. These things increased the rift between us and eventually I decided to move out of my husband's house. My husband and in [/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]laws[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] also didnt want me to stay with them. Those were very unhappy days in my life. [/size][/font]

[font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]Slowly I regained my broken-shattered confidence and started working. While working I made many friends and was quiet successful at work. I met a [/size][/font] !important [font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]senior [/u][/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]executive in my[/size][/font] !important][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]. He was a divorcee. I would meet him only for official purposes. These formal meetings slowing turned to more friendly informal meetings. As friends we started to share our [/size][/font]important][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]personal[/u][/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] stories and other hobbies together. I dont know how and when that we both started developing feelings for each other. He was a very supportive mature man and we shared many common interests. He was very modern in thought. After listening to my side of the story, he insisted that I [/size][/font]important][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]divorce[/u][/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] my husband and start a fresh life with him. We had dreamt of a happy life together. We both had feelings for each other, but we never got physical[/size][/font]

[font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]On the other side, my husband had begun to miss me. He slowly realized his parents manipulative nature. So he was trying to reconcile with me. Initially i was resistant but eventually I forgave him and agreed to move back with my husband. My husband did not know that I had an affair at work. When I moved back with my husband my colleague with whom I had affair was completely distraught and felt the I used him only as a shoulder to cry. He was hoping that I [/size][/font]][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]divorce[/size][/font][][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] my husband and move with him. He cut all ties with me when I moved back with my husband. I tried hard but could not[/size][/font]!important][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]make up[/u][/size][/font]][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] my mind to [/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]divorce[/size][/font][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3] my husband[/size][/font]

][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]After that reconciliation, my husband is a changed man. He is good but many times like any normal couple we have arguments. He still tends to go by his parents directions and blame me for his mistakes. Our personalities are quiet different but I have learnt to make compromises. I have all materialistic luxuries but my feelings for my husband are dead after all those tormenting and abuse. I loved him whole heartedly when I married him. I dont have any feelings for my husband now[/size][/font]

][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]Some time back, I told my husband about the affair I had when we we lived separately. My husband was upset initially but I have begged my husband to forgive me many times. All I get back is silence and silent treatment. I am and very shameful that I had an affair even though I had a husband. I should have focussed more on reconciling with my husband instead of walking into another man's arms. I notice that my husband feels defeated and is very unhappy after hearing about it. I ended up making so many people unhappy. I feel terribly guilty about this entire thing. My emotions are muddled and I dont know what is[/size][/font] !important][font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3][u]the right[/u][/size][/font][[font=Verdana, Geneva, sans-serif][size=3]thing to do.[/size][/font]

[littlestar]

chesthe chesindi..malli enduku cheppukovaalooo

[Chicha1]

em kadu happ kadu em tappu cheyaledu kada happy gundu.. anavasaranga tension padutunnav... mi voniki sakkaga cheppu vade intadu..

[k2s]

[luckydude]

does all the people who post such stories are even real..i doubt

[Simple123]

[quote name='luckydude' timestamp='1346882615' post='1302434441']
does all the people who post such stories are even real..i doubt
[/quote]

most of them real gane uunatyi bhayya.