Estory - Anyone Living With Cheating Husband?

[JANASENA]

Hey All:
I wanted to know how many are living with cheating husband inspite of knowing he is cheating?
My husband cheated and continue cheating. he told openly he cant be without having multiple partner. He cant change. But he blames for that. You can get more details in my other post-How to make others for give you?
How to make others to forgive you?

For the first time 1.5 yrs back when I caught him, I was totally shattered. it affected to so much. I cried day and night for atleast 4-5 months. But now I recovered in a day. I cant say completely recovered but somehow not so depressed as before. May be because i was expecting this.

When i research about men having multiple sex partners and cheating, it says one in 10 men are doing this. So is it like common like small fights at home?
Are there many many women are still in marriage knowing this?
I have heard about one of my uncle and one cousin. Though there are others also but they are not having great family atleast their wifes are looking like living together for sake of living. But my aunt (uncle's wife) and anni (brother's wife) are like praising their husband. I used to think how can it be possible? Even if not separating how can they praise so much? I used to think about these two when i was kid (10th std or so). How they can be so innocent when even i know what their husbands are?

So now i am thinking is it very common? 1 in 10 girls are being very unlucky to have these ppl as their husbands? Are they just living with them for sake of living or forgiving them? I am ready forgive if he ask for it and not going again. But I am sure it is not. He is doing this repeatedly for the same reason blaming me for 8 years.

I know he is using my guilt. But why I am not able to hate him. Why I am missing him so much? Is there anything wrong in me again? I can live without sex...but that is not i am waiting for him. Anyway for past 1 yr i rarely had 4-5 times tht too quick shot till he finishes....without even start feeling the pleasure it all ended. 
So anyway i lived like that. I am not waiting for it. I For past 2.5 years after delivery we are not having great family life only. I am saying this to tell I didnt see anything much to miss now immediately. Yes, he was good for first 2 years till my daughter was born. After delivery he is like away from me most of the time. have lots of complaints and depression, it is all about himonly. But i really wanted to cry on his lap only for tht.

why I am being like this? it is not that i always did like that. other than him i never had big issues in my life for which i cried on his lap. as told, other than him i didnt have big issues...when ever i have depression about him. i am looking again for him.

I have no answer for this? I have commented on one of my far cousin who is ready to go with her husband even if he has affair. how can she do this? But now I am in the same situation. She had a reason as she is not working and she had no choice. she told i cannot behind everyone for my kids (2 kids). Instead i can stay with him and atleast kids will grow without issue. But i dont have that issue. Atleast for now, I am the bread winner in my house. So why I am depending so much on him?

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I can live without sex...but that is not i am waiting for him. Anyway for past 1 yr i rarely had 4-5 times tht too quick shot till he finishes....

 

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[JANASENA]

I can live without sex...but that is not i am waiting for him. Anyway for past 1 yr i rarely had 4-5 times tht too quick shot till he finishes....

 

 

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I can live without sex...but that is not i am waiting for him. Anyway for past 1 yr i rarely had 4-5 times tht too quick shot till he finishes....

 

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MAY BE i am wrong but we have to look at both sides of a coin. 

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