Kandala Kantharao Missing Gym

July 10, 2014

I had a good day. My day at office was productive. I had awesome lunch at a Mexican restaurant at Hyde park (my new favorite hangout spot). I saw my favorite 'football' team Argentina defeat the Dutch. I learnt a lot about Baptism during our Bible study. I heard a beautiful story of how God rescued a 16 year old. I did my laundry. It's actually a good day but I still feel it's incomplete without workout. But I ask myself why can't I just make this a rest day and do a 20 minute cardio? Why do I have this urge to go workout and lift some weights? Why do I feel that it's dang important to fail in the gym everyday??

May be it's like the song that goes
"...on these empty nights,
You calm my ache, you stop the shakes,
You clear my mind, you're my escape from this messed up place..
You're my addiction, my prescription my antidote"
Or May be "I am trying to hear that still small voice, I am trying to hear above the noise"
Or May be I am fighting my loneliness or may be I am wrestling with my demons?

"Alriiiiight, alriiiiiiight, alriiiiight", It's getting too intense. I will tell you the truth.

The truth is...

..as my friend says "because I like to eat. A lot."

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