I dont want this life

[Athadu007]

1) Financial destruction mode 

2) No growth in life or seen anything in near future 

3) Unable to generate money 

4) Bank lo 5000$ padithay 4500$ next minute lo egiri pothayi, I dont have any savings left. 

5) No Big friends or close relatives to give helping hand  

6) My dad is not rich but my in law is not rich is my big fault, ayinaki nenu pettali but ayina naku peti sthi lo ledu 

7) Software tappa em business telidu, I cant cheat people with words , nenu cheyalenu 

so thats why Stock market lo kocha lost till last penny just because I unknowingly holding worst junk stocks 

8 ) I dont know ohter way to make money, and job uncertainity valla I cant even do anything 

9 ) I cant impress clients like vaho vedu vunte chalu ani, I do my work without error but migathaa valla laga nenu super anipichalenu 

10) In my phone there will be 10 out going calls every day 1 or 2 incoming calls like 1:10 

may be I dont have best friends or I dont know the trick of what others know 

11) I dont have flooded with Birthday wishes of 50 or 100 like others do , may be ok a 10 or 20 vuntayemo 

12) I want to talk with people freely but I am freezed and not able to talk more than 5 mins with anyone. 

Malli life antu vunte kanisam baga dabuna intlo puttali kanisam dabukosam anna na chutu janalu vuntaru anukonta.  

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

MY 2 cute kids, if I not there their life will be dark. But e life yentha kalam. 

[Biskot2]

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

shame on you man.  motham dabbu dabbu ne undhi ne pain lo.. can understand 'mose vadiki thelusthundhi baruvu..'

up & downs common , be strong man. You have to be hero infornt of ur kids and showthem how to handle these situations.

Healthy gavunnavu em rogan lekunda , santhoshinchu. 

Jai Balaya 

[dasari4kntr]

finding inner peace is more important.

some people get inner peace by doing some work/hobbies which they love to do...

while doing that work/hobbies they dont think of anything...

 

try it out if it works for you...

[Simple123]

Bro, I think you need to take vacation and tour india or some poor country to know the value of life.

ikkada Antha comparison anduke atla oka vicious thought cycle lo paddav 

[Simple123]

Just now, dasari4kntr said:

finding inner peace is more important.

some people get inner peace by doing some work/hobbies which they love to do...

while doing that work/hobbies they dont think of anything...

 

try it out if it works for you...

Exactly 

[Simple123]

1 minute ago, Biskot2 said:

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

shame on you man.  motham dabbu dabbu ne undhi ne pain lo.. can understand 'mose vadiki thelusthundhi baruvu..'

up & downs common , be strong man. You have to be hero infornt of ur kids and showthem how to handle these situations.

Healthy gavunnavu em rogan lekunda , santhoshinchu. 

Jai Balaya 

Bro, u won’t know unless you are in his shoes. Circumstances plays big role 

[Scada]

  😭

[soodhilodaaram]

7 minutes ago, Athadu007 said:

1) Financial destruction mode 

2) No growth in life or seen anything in near future 

3) Unable to generate money 

4) Bank lo 5000$ padithay 4500$ next minute lo egiri pothayi, I dont have any savings left. 

5) No Big friends or close relatives to give helping hand  

6) My dad is not rich but my in law is not rich is my big fault, ayinaki nenu pettali but ayina naku peti sthi lo ledu 

7) Software tappa em business telidu, I cant cheat people with words , nenu cheyalenu 

so thats why Stock market lo kocha lost till last penny just because I unknowingly holding worst junk stocks 

8 ) I dont know ohter way to make money, and job uncertainity valla I cant even do anything 

9 ) I cant impress clients like vaho vedu vunte chalu ani, I do my work without error but migathaa valla laga nenu super anipichalenu 

10) In my phone there will be 10 out going calls every day 1 or 2 incoming calls like 1:10 

may be I dont have best friends or I dont know the trick of what others know 

11) I dont have flooded with Birthday wishes of 50 or 100 like others do , may be ok a 10 or 20 vuntayemo 

12) I want to talk with people freely but I am freezed and not able to talk more than 5 mins with anyone. 

Malli life antu vunte kanisam baga dabuna intlo puttali kanisam dabukosam anna na chutu janalu vuntaru anukonta.  

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

MY 2 cute kids, if I not there their life will be dark. But e life yentha kalam. 

start your day with positive things only, get rid off whatsapp and facebook, you will feel alright in few weeks

what you are going through is lack of self esteem, this can also lead of social anxiety as well

spend you thinking on how to improve in future and not worry about mistakes in past, past has no bearing on future unless you plan based on past

learn to "Let go"

 

[Sachin200]

Life lo every person  ki challenging period  or difficult period vastundhi ga raja . Aa period n ayi undachu 

 

[soldier]

‘BE A MAN’ idi Cinima or comedy diagloue kadu 

dantlo chala meaning undhi think about it.

 

 

[Biskot2]

9 minutes ago, Simple123 said:

Bro, u won’t know unless you are in his shoes. Circumstances plays big role 

can understand 'mose vadiki thelusthundhi baruvu..'

[Athadu007]

Thanks for the all replies, honestly the best replies I ever seen in this forum so far, no critizing or making fun straight to the point, 

thanks for understanding. 

Yes this might be testing phase, 

Health is not so great ether cholestrol has crossed border because of tensions and nervousness. which is common now for IT though after certain age. 

 

[Kool_SRG]

2 hours ago, Athadu007 said:

1) Financial destruction mode 

2) No growth in life or seen anything in near future 

3) Unable to generate money 

4) Bank lo 5000$ padithay 4500$ next minute lo egiri pothayi, I dont have any savings left. 

5) No Big friends or close relatives to give helping hand  

6) My dad is not rich but my in law is not rich is my big fault, ayinaki nenu pettali but ayina naku peti sthi lo ledu 

7) Software tappa em business telidu, I cant cheat people with words , nenu cheyalenu 

so thats why Stock market lo kocha lost till last penny just because I unknowingly holding worst junk stocks 

8 ) I dont know ohter way to make money, and job uncertainity valla I cant even do anything 

9 ) I cant impress clients like vaho vedu vunte chalu ani, I do my work without error but migathaa valla laga nenu super anipichalenu 

10) In my phone there will be 10 out going calls every day 1 or 2 incoming calls like 1:10 

may be I dont have best friends or I dont know the trick of what others know 

11) I dont have flooded with Birthday wishes of 50 or 100 like others do , may be ok a 10 or 20 vuntayemo 

12) I want to talk with people freely but I am freezed and not able to talk more than 5 mins with anyone. 

Malli life antu vunte kanisam baga dabuna intlo puttali kanisam dabukosam anna na chutu janalu vuntaru anukonta.  

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

MY 2 cute kids, if I not there their life will be dark. But e life yentha kalam. 

 

Why are you ignoring your better half?? As kids are your responsibility so is she who became part of your life and came in to it believing you.

Dabbe pradhanam anukunte kastam saami ee matram lenollu kuda ela brathukuntunnaro aalochinchu mundu.

Nuvvu cheppina vishayalani batti edoh kalala prapancham gurinchi ekkuva aalochistunnav mundu aah aalochanani tudicheyi ninnu nuvvu ga oka manishi ga maarchuko.

Inka appulu taggalante mundu anavasara karchulu tagginchuko, chesina tappulu malli repeat avvakunda chusuko anni sardhukuntaayi kaalame gaayaanni maanusthundi jeevitam anedi poraatam , poraadi jayinchu...

Koncham internet/social media world ni bandh cheyyi try meditation and get control over your mind..

All will settle down soon..Good luck.

 

 

[argadorn]

20 minutes ago, Athadu007 said:

1) Financial destruction mode 

2) No growth in life or seen anything in near future 

3) Unable to generate money 

4) Bank lo 5000$ padithay 4500$ next minute lo egiri pothayi, I dont have any savings left. 

5) No Big friends or close relatives to give helping hand  

6) My dad is not rich but my in law is not rich is my big fault, ayinaki nenu pettali but ayina naku peti sthi lo ledu 

7) Software tappa em business telidu, I cant cheat people with words , nenu cheyalenu 

so thats why Stock market lo kocha lost till last penny just because I unknowingly holding worst junk stocks 

8 ) I dont know ohter way to make money, and job uncertainity valla I cant even do anything 

9 ) I cant impress clients like vaho vedu vunte chalu ani, I do my work without error but migathaa valla laga nenu super anipichalenu 

10) In my phone there will be 10 out going calls every day 1 or 2 incoming calls like 1:10 

may be I dont have best friends or I dont know the trick of what others know 

11) I dont have flooded with Birthday wishes of 50 or 100 like others do , may be ok a 10 or 20 vuntayemo 

12) I want to talk with people freely but I am freezed and not able to talk more than 5 mins with anyone. 

Malli life antu vunte kanisam baga dabuna intlo puttali kanisam dabukosam anna na chutu janalu vuntaru anukonta.  

*****************ONLY ONE THING DRIVING ME ALIVE IS ************************

MY 2 cute kids, if I not there their life will be dark. But e life yentha kalam. 

prathi week oka family ki intlo pilichi food pettu.... konni days ki good friends lekunna just friends anna untaru .... asalu na drustilo friendship anedhi kuda avasaram kosam undey vallu antay ..... e world lo evarian okatay 

[Athadu007]

4 minutes ago, argadorn said:

prathi week oka family ki intlo pilichi food pettu.... konni days ki good friends lekunna just friends anna untaru .... asalu na drustilo friendship anedhi kuda avasaram kosam undey vallu antay ..... e world lo evarian okatay 

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