Please suggest.

[kevinUsa]

35+F, female, arrange marriage at the age of 26. I have two cute sons, 7 and 5 years old. The thing is, none of the children are from my husband. My husband doesn't know this. I actually never loved my husband; my parents didn't like my boyfriend as he was from a lower caste and his salary was less than that of my current husband. So my parents forced me to marry my current husband. I never liked or loved him; love is not something I can do forcefully.

 

I had a plan to disclose this after I turned 60. But recently, my elder son won a district championship, and my husband started crying in person in front of me. He always wanted to see his son become the best in sports, and after that he is going to sell his favorite car to pay the admission fee for his son at the academy. He is ready to do anything.

 

Since that day, something has changed in me: I

 

cannot sleep at night, it is chasing me, I am unable to keep the thing secret anymore, and I am searching for opportunities to express it somehow to my husband. Actually, I did it with my boyfriend out of love, so is it really cheating? How can it be chattering if I

 

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have a baby with whom I love? I didn't want to abort the babies, as it is the symbol of love. But the problem is that my boyfriend is also married; if my husband doesn't accept that and doesn't pay for my children, I don't have any more s. Please suggest.

[Kakynada]

[Rendu]

Ask bf's wife to sleep with your husband and make babies

[kittaya]

2 hours ago, kevinUsa said:

35+F, female, arrange marriage at the age of 26. I have two cute sons, 7 and 5 years old. The thing is, none of the children are from my husband. My husband doesn't know this. I actually never loved my husband; my parents didn't like my boyfriend as he was from a lower caste and his salary was less than that of my current husband. So my parents forced me to marry my current husband. I never liked or loved him; love is not something I can do forcefully.

 

I had a plan to disclose this after I turned 60. But recently, my elder son won a district championship, and my husband started crying in person in front of me. He always wanted to see his son become the best in sports, and after that he is going to sell his favorite car to pay the admission fee for his son at the academy. He is ready to do anything.

 

Since that day, something has changed in me: I

 

cannot sleep at night, it is chasing me, I am unable to keep the thing secret anymore, and I am searching for opportunities to express it somehow to my husband. Actually, I did it with my boyfriend out of love, so is it really cheating? How can it be chattering if I

 

Likes

 

have a baby with whom I love? I didn't want to abort the babies, as it is the symbol of love. But the problem is that my boyfriend is also married; if my husband doesn't accept that and doesn't pay for my children, I don't have any more s. Please suggest.

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