when i came to usa i was so naive

[kevinUsa]

I am 28f married completed masters few years  ago  while doing masters i was a rebel, used to partys pubs etc, 

 when i came to usa i was so naive, later i came to enjoy the freedom i have recently attained, as there was no one to monitor me or school me.

all my roommates who are also  coming out of houses for first time, started to go on dates in first semester we never crossed the line,

 

[kevinUsa]

 from second semester  i made a bf we  regularly started to have xes, after masters we broke up. later i moved to different state and got H1b,  i got married and move to texas we purchased house and moved in 

suddenly my ex bf  has also moved into the  same community  whenever i see him I still cherish the old moments i am unable to get over them please suggest