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Started by [url="http://www.andhrafriends.com/user/14762-arunachalam/"]arunachalam[/url], Aug 27 2013 04:23 PM

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[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Date : April 21[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Tasks to be completed in next 2 weeks : Infinite[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Workload : (my capacity+1)[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]


And I came home at 5 in the evening, thinking that I will do some serious work. I slept off and got up at 9 with some music going on somewhere far off from my apartment.

I opened my window to figure out the source of music.It was like a band : not too loud, not too faint. I guess it was somewhere near Capitol. I was too lazy to figure out where was it getting played. But, I was glad instead of closing the window and getting back to my mundane routine.. I left the window open and let the music + air flow in !

The music went on for some good amount of time...drums and drums and pianos..and may be other things.. It reminded me of OASIS... the bands playing inside the auditorium or far off in the lawns...and we lazying around in M Lawns...or just walking on the roads.. with that faint distinct music going on . It makes me feel as if the world has come alive, it is singing, it is playing. It feels like the world is walking with me, talking to me silently that no one else can hear.

It is like the world has come to a stop..and this night..this moment will never end..it will be here..
it wont go anywhere..it will do as i wish

and then the music stopped at 12 in the midnight..
Time to get back
Adios for now ![/background][/size][/font][/color]

[paampachak]

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[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Again, its been 1 year since my last post ! Sigh ! Exact 1 year, and here comes my next post [/background][/size][/font][/color]
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There are times I think about writing, but I realize it is difficult to start from one thing and end on another. If the mind was a sea, the thoughts were the fishes, and I the fisher-woman..It seems like all the fishes are jumping around, going hay-wire, and I am confused (Yes, as ever !!) which fish to aim for first. So, I leave fishing, and move on to my assignments, movies, novels, and catching up with friends.[/background][/size][/font][/color]
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Do you get scared of pulling your thoughts together and trying to understand what they mean ? I wish I could write a [url="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interpreter_(computing)"]interpreter [/url]to interpret and understand everything going on around ![/background][/size][/font][/color]
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At such times, I enjoy listening to music. Music is so soothing ! It's like : It is always there, whatever happens! You can always bank on it. It understands everything. It explains everything. May be, it IS everything

It is a sheer joy to enjoy what you are doing, your work, company of friends and even the mundaneness of life !! Yes, mundaneness is scary, routine life is scary, its boring ! But : when you [i]don't think[/i] about it... it is awesome ! I am not saying forget about tomorrow, give up your job, stop studying, become a hippie. [i]Plan,[/i] but at the same time don't forget to live[i]today [/i]![/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
Think about the day: the morning, the evening, the night ! Independent of other days. Completely MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE and INDEPENDENT days However, do keep the bigger picture in mind at the same time, because the union of these mutually exclusive days makes us what we are, and what we can be.[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]

I am waiting for the movie [url="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0945513/"]SOURCE CODE[/url] to be released, primarily because of its trailer, a part of which says :[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
What if you had only 8 minutes to live ?
And the girl replies : I would make those seconds count.[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
Loved this dialogue totally ![/background][/size][/font][/color]

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[color=#5A5A5A][font=helvetica, arial, sans-serif][size=3][color=#A4A4A4][size=3][background=rgb(147, 200, 135)]Posted 27 August 2013 - 05:06 PM[/background][/size][/color]

[color=#282828][size=4][size=3][b][url="http://www.andhrafriends.com/index.php?app=forums&module=forums&section=findpost&pid=1304172558"][img]http://www.andhrafriends.com/public/style_images/tctc91_pulse/snapback.png[/img][/url]Avataar, on 27 August 2013 - 05:04 PM, said:[/b][/size]

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[img]http://24.media.tumblr.com/4edf07f444d1c672a842a2fca4194e82/tumblr_mqiz99Clrl1spvnemo1_250.gif[/img] content unna vaadiki... cut ayitey chaalu....[img]http://24.media.tumblr.com/4edf07f444d1c672a842a2fca4194e82/tumblr_mqiz99Clrl1spvnemo1_250.gif[/img]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Okay .. Enough of lazying around till 4 PM on a Sunday.. with loads of work on my head..and no mood to do any work..Here I am ...finally sitting down to write a blog ..[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
I thought of writing this blog after I would have posted a blog on my PS-2 at bangalore... but I was in no mood to finish it.. so thought will go ahead with this and post it anyways.[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
Yeah.. good thing to do what makes you happy ! [/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
I came to US to pursue my MS.... New country.. new people.. Though it has already been around 7-8 months here, and now it does not appear that new as well. I wonder how people get used to everything gradually. You just become so used to everything slowly, that work seems to get over the fact that you are at some new place....[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
I thought of writing a blog at 4 AM in the morning..when I dont for what reason I just could not get any sleep, even though I was trying hard to sleep. But then I was so tired at that time because of the day's work, that I could no more keep staring at my laptop screen...and I finally decided to let my mind wander where ever it wanted to go ...and give eyes some rest.[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
The place here is pretty nice ... people are friendly ...very polite ..(have not figured out its for the good or bad yet, but it does not matter) ...[/background][/size][/font][/color][color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]
Neways..the part I like the most here is... just roaming around.. anywhere.. walking on the roads.. big grocery stores.. just travelling in buses... Yeah... I like travelling when I dont have stuff to do...or I am not able to figure out what to do.. It is good to just sit in the bus and stare outside... cars passing by.. snow.. people.. buildings... just like life... you being just a spectator ! [/background][/size][/font][/color]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Finally back to blogging after such a looonng time... it has been almost one year since I posted a blog. Quite a many times, thought of sitting and writing one, but could not pick up courage to consolidate my varied innumerable thoughts. I wanted to write a blog the last day when I was leaving pilani. So let me not mix up everything, and write this one, even though it should have been written long back. Aug-Dec 2008 was my last sem (oncampus) at pilani. It was full of so many things, events,etc. etc. that it felt like it just started and ended.[/background][/size][/font][/color]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]To begin with there were placements and GRE. Placement days...were like.. haa... was not able to clear aptis... One of the nights I remember distinctly even today in my mind was the night I got to know the results of preliminary round of Microsoft and result was as in the row... rejection ... and I did not get out of my room that night. Thanks to one of my friend who talked to me on phone, more importantly listened to what I had to say... and helped me regain the hope that things could get better. A few days after that, I got an offer from Oracle...and that was like ...such a relief ... cannot describe that feeling... which said... finallly... its gonna be okay . Then, I was busy with preparing for GRE, screwed it up, gave it again , again screwed it up Those were one of the horrible days of my life. I knew no one could help me with this. I had to face it alone. But then somehow, just thought,.."okay..let it be.. whatever has to happen is gonna happen, so just chuck shedding tears and be happy that you have a job" .. When I look back today at those days, it feels like it was worth all the tension . There was Oasis was also somewhere in between it... not too many memories of the last oasis...but okay..! Then there was CAT and then were compres, final COP , GRE apping (as ever.... last minute !!...made my SOP in 3 days !! ).. and then... there was the last day of leaving campus ![/background][/size][/font][/color]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]I still remember my last walk across my wing... when most of my freinds had left.. doors were open.. rooms were empty.. it was almost looking like no one lived here for ages, something like... a purani haveli.. though the night previous to that...the same corridor was so lively... full of freinds shouting..running here and there... packing.. talking...wishing goodbyes... filling slam books... going to cnot.. so many things And now, there was a silence in place of that. I could hear the wind flowing across my wing !... Neways, eventually, everything has to get over. The Eternal truth !![/background][/size][/font][/color]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]But those last minutes of leaving campus brought a wave of almost ALL the events, friends, feelings, talks.... just so difficult to explain. There were the FDs, Saraswati Temple, Cnot, Library, the C- Lawns, the M-Lawns. It was like, I could see the past moving across in front of me... (just like a flashback in movies ! ).. my classes in LTC, studying EG in IPC..the library... OASIS.. Apogee...Farewells..BatchSnaps SAC.. Redi.. Cnot.. Sharmas .. Blue Moons.. my first year ...then the 2nd year...then 3rd...and finally this.... the last sem....[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]I just wished I could go back in the past..and be there...and just ...........be there !!![/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]The ride back to jaipur was all lost in thoughts ...of leaving pilani...and thinking what is gonna happen next (GRE...screwed up !!).[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Finally reached an amazing place called home...with my family. I dont know why and how it happens, but it feels like one can face any thing in life when a person is with his/her family. They ALWAYS ....and ALWAYS...... accept you as you are ...which is just great... ! Love being home [/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Then, it was time to leave for bangalore for PS-2 !![/background][/size][/font][/color]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]I was listening to the song "koi na jaane" from the movie hijack lately.. and its wordings kept revolving around in my mind for many days...it goes as..[/background][/size][/font][/color]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]koi Na Jaane Kya Hoga Kal, Kaise Honge Aanewaale Pal[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Duba Savera Ho, Chhaaya Andhera Ho, Maula Dikha De Rasta[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Ghum Ka Yeh Saaya Ho, Khushiyo Pe Chaaya Ho, Maula Dikha De Rasta)-(2)[/background][/size][/font][/color]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Waqt Jo Beeta Hai, Yaad Aa Gaya[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Aankhon Mein Baarishe Barasa Gaya[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Woh Din Woh Raatein, Woh Mulaakaatein[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Yaadon Mein Hai Bas Woh Saari Baatein[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Rishtein Na Tute Ho, Daaman Na Chhute Ho[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Maula Dikha De Rasta[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Koyi Na Jaane Kya Hoga Kal, Kaise Honge Aanewaale Pal[/background][/size][/font][/color]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]None of us really know what are we going to face ahead in life...where ll we be?...how "friends" will slowly change from friends to mere "acquaintances".. we may or may not meet ever after going from this place known as bits pilani...[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]waqt jo beeta hai yaad aa gaya...aankhon me baarishe barasa gaya......it reminds me of all the beautiful moments associated with my college...bits pilani...u r just fooling around.. whole day..u have no account of what u have done ... apart from movies and serials... u just spent hours talking n talking...nd at d end..u dnt even remember wt u wer talking abt... walks around d campus... at times wid frnds..at times..alone...one night b4 d xam...u open ur buk....at times..u r just sitting vd ur wingies... talking on absolutely nothing for hours...teasing each other... discussing everything u can think of ...from movies to heros n heroines....to... i dnt remember ....if its saturday night... u just keep on chatting n chatting..until ur eyes tell u.."go to sleep dear...i can take no more stress "... small li'l things turning to big issues...nd big issues just turning so small...u kept on cribbing about courses...teachers...nd now...... finally it is gonna end..... it will all just become entangled in ur memories ...nd den.. u realise...yes u r gonna miss it all....it was not sumthing..u can just forget overnight..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]nd den u wish..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Rishtein Na Tute Ho, Daaman Na Chhute Ho[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Maula Dikha De Rasta[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]bt den...u cannt do anything...u have to move ahead... u can just not stand still nd let d time pass by ..u can just not make everything to freeze in its own place (i wish i culd)...ultimately..u have to walk.. at sum corner of ur heart...u wish...u could make it all so perfect...d way u had wished..u wish u could make things your way... bt den...time is stronger than you... it wont wait for u...nd u HAVE to move on..............no body noes........[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]koi na jaane... [/background][/size][/font][/color]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]At this midnight hour (2 AM)..i dont know why i suddenly felt i should write another blog in a row. [/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]There are things you can not see...you can just feel... You can just sense..probably... if you have not grown numb slowly and gradually to circumstances..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]You can feel the things changing, you can feel the priorities drifting in lives of people around you ... It is easy to say " Life does not go the way we wish it to go", but a bit hard to grasp it..You feel like searching for that innonence within you, which has some how drowned within you in past years.. You just feel like walking on an empty road on a star studded night or near the beach.. the zephyr touching your shoulders.. You just wish the time could stop here.. now.. forever..But it wont..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]Life is all about this.. [/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]You realize what you wished for...what were your dreams..what were your aspirations..a few may have turned true..a few may not... You slowly become numb to everything... You stop thinking.. You can feel you loosing yourself...[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]STILL,you close your eyes to the truth..and you feel what you have envisaged is the truth (Something like.. you are playing hide and seek...you have to hide from the denner..you close your eyes and you feel the denner is not watching you ..).. That will come true someday...[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]You know that it is an illusion..You love living in your world full of illusions..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]But then, everything has to move on..you have to come back to track..[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]may be for something which is in store for you...may be for something which may be on its way for you...which you have not expected ... That courage is what life desires from you...It is difficult to stand up whn you are broken... when you feel you dont have the strength... but still...one effort may be all that is required to move on...[/background][/size][/font][/color]
[color=#AABBCC][font=Verdana, Arial, sans-serif][size=2][background=rgb(17, 34, 51)]just one effort ...to take a CHILL PILL...and go your way...to close your eyes.. To TRUST YOURSELF ....[/background][/size][/font][/color]

[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

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am all too aware that bad things happen in India – we need look no further than the gruesome gang rape that took place in Delhi last December. I am aware that just because I was never groped or stalked does not mean that it doesn’t happen there every day, both to local and foreign women alike.[/size][/font][/color][color=#333333][font=Georgia, Times, serif][size=3]
But I am also aware of the intense warmth and beauty of the country, and it breaks my heart to see it stereotyped and generalized in such a way.[/size][/font][/color][color=#333333][font=Georgia, Times, serif][size=3]
I don’t say this to see the world through rose-colored glasses, but for me it ultimately comes down to a choice – do we choose to focus on the bad, or do we remember the Chotelal’s and Tara Singh’s and Pappa Kumar’s who changed us forever, and for good?[/size][/font][/color][color=#333333][font=Georgia, Times, serif][size=3]
[b]Women [b]–[/b] be smart, be sensible, be safe, but please do not stop going to India.[/b][/size][/font][/color]

[paampachak]

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[Chitti_Robo_Rebuilt]

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[paampachak]

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