LuckyCharm Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 Power of Manifestation of dreams they say. I have a hard time visualizing myself being happy in a relationship. How do you love without the fear of loss for reasons that may be in control or out of control? I have loved and lost, I loved this person so much, a bit more than I loved myself. It's the time I realized how much I could love a second person How giving and kind I could be and I loved myself even more loving this person. I found joy in his happiness, grieved his losses And always had my best wishes for whatever his heart desired. I didn’t even had to possess him, just knowing that he existed gave me strength to overcome challenges. Then I had to suffer the loss as that person existed only on my mind and not in reality. I blindfolded myself to reality and saw things only I wanted to see. Living in a bubble and having false hopes. I moved on. Now I try to look at things the way they are rather than the way I want to. Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to experience or feel all those feelings again. Some say I should stop dreaming and things like that happen only in movies and books. But that was the truest thing I have ever experienced till date. It all felt so magical back then and also I realized now that the magic was me 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Epic Posted May 15, 2021 Popular Post Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 My heart says My mind says 7 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DummyVariable Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 Inviting @kalaa_pipaasi to decode this 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuckyCharm Posted May 15, 2021 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 26 minutes ago, Epic said: My heart says My mind says Felt like writing stay tuned, more to come Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DummyVariable Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 8 minutes ago, LuckyCharm said: Felt like writing stay tuned, more to come Manchi mood lo unnav, mee deggara weather baagundha enti Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mirage Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 3 minutes ago, DummyVariable said: Manchi mood lo unnav, mee deggara weather baagundha enti It’s always sunny in Philadelphia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuckyCharm Posted May 15, 2021 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 4 minutes ago, DummyVariable said: Manchi mood lo unnav, mee deggara weather baagundha enti Yea. I didn’t even had to eat food to feel good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mirage Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 28 minutes ago, DummyVariable said: Inviting @kalaa_pipaasi to decode this +1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amy99 Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 13 minutes ago, LuckyCharm said: Felt like writing stay tuned, more to come Nice... Keep them coming. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuckyCharm Posted May 15, 2021 Author Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 7 minutes ago, Mirage said: It’s always sunny in Philadelphia Weather is Bipolar here though Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epic Posted May 15, 2021 Report Share Posted May 15, 2021 46 minutes ago, LuckyCharm said: Felt like writing stay tuned, more to come Go for running - you will get more agressive thoughts. JK 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kalaa_pipaasi Posted May 16, 2021 Report Share Posted May 16, 2021 7 hours ago, DummyVariable said: Inviting @kalaa_pipaasi to decode this Kavi hrudhayanni artham cheskodam (decode) kanna aaswadinchadame manaki ekkuva aanandhanni isthundemo. Konni decoding kastam.enjoy cheyadame alanti vatini Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kalaa_pipaasi Posted May 16, 2021 Report Share Posted May 16, 2021 8 hours ago, LuckyCharm said: Power of Manifestation of dreams they say. I have a hard time visualizing myself being happy in a relationship. How do you love without the fear of loss for reasons that may be in control or out of control? I have loved and lost, I loved this person so much, a bit more than I loved myself. It's the time I realized how much I could love a second person How giving and kind I could be and I loved myself even more loving this person. I found joy in his happiness, grieved his losses And always had my best wishes for whatever his heart desired. I didn’t even had to possess him, just knowing that he existed gave me strength to overcome challenges. Then I had to suffer the loss as that person existed only on my mind and not in reality. I blindfolded myself to reality and saw things only I wanted to see. Living in a bubble and having false hopes. I moved on. Now I try to look at things the way they are rather than the way I want to. Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to experience or feel all those feelings again. Some say I should stop dreaming and things like that happen only in movies and books. But that was the truest thing I have ever experienced till date. It all felt so magical back then and also I realized now that the magic was me Now take it easy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mirage Posted May 16, 2021 Report Share Posted May 16, 2021 1 hour ago, kalaa_pipaasi said: Kavi hrudhayanni artham cheskodam (decode) kanna aaswadinchadame manaki ekkuva aanandhanni isthundemo. Konni decoding kastam.enjoy cheyadame alanti vatini @kalaa_pipaasi nuvvu enduku vayya intha @kalaa_pipaasivi 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kalaa_pipaasi Posted May 16, 2021 Report Share Posted May 16, 2021 1 hour ago, Mirage said: @kalaa_pipaasi nuvvu enduku vayya intha @kalaa_pipaasivi na vallane neekinni kastalochayi ante nenu ellipotha mowa 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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