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LuckyCharm

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Power of Manifestation of dreams they say.

I have a hard time visualizing myself being happy in a relationship.

How do you love without the fear of loss for reasons that may be in control or out of control?

I have loved and lost, 

I loved this person so much, a bit more than I loved myself.

It's the time I realized how much I could love a second person

How giving and kind I could be and I loved myself even more loving this person.

I found joy in his happiness, grieved his losses

And always had my best wishes for whatever his heart desired.

I didn’t even had to possess him, just knowing that he existed gave me strength to overcome challenges.

Then I had to suffer the loss as that person existed only on my mind and not in reality.

I blindfolded myself to reality and saw things only I wanted to see.

Living in a bubble and having false hopes.

I moved on.

Now I try to look at things the way they are rather than the way I want to.

Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to experience or feel all those feelings again.

Some say I should stop dreaming and things like that happen only in movies and books.

But that was the truest thing I have ever experienced till date.

It all felt so magical back then and also I realized now that the magic was me  :)

 

 

 

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4 minutes ago, DummyVariable said:

Manchi mood lo unnav, mee deggara weather baagundha enti

Yea. I didn’t even had to eat food to feel good.

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46 minutes ago, LuckyCharm said:

Felt like writing

stay tuned, more to come

Go for running - you will get more agressive thoughts. JK

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7 hours ago, DummyVariable said:

Inviting @kalaa_pipaasi to decode this 

Kavi hrudhayanni artham cheskodam (decode) kanna aaswadinchadame manaki ekkuva aanandhanni isthundemo.

Konni decoding kastam.enjoy cheyadame alanti vatini 

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8 hours ago, LuckyCharm said:

Power of Manifestation of dreams they say.

I have a hard time visualizing myself being happy in a relationship.

How do you love without the fear of loss for reasons that may be in control or out of control?

I have loved and lost, 

I loved this person so much, a bit more than I loved myself.

It's the time I realized how much I could love a second person

How giving and kind I could be and I loved myself even more loving this person.

I found joy in his happiness, grieved his losses

And always had my best wishes for whatever his heart desired.

I didn’t even had to possess him, just knowing that he existed gave me strength to overcome challenges.

Then I had to suffer the loss as that person existed only on my mind and not in reality.

I blindfolded myself to reality and saw things only I wanted to see.

Living in a bubble and having false hopes.

I moved on.

Now I try to look at things the way they are rather than the way I want to.

Sometimes I wonder if it is possible to experience or feel all those feelings again.

Some say I should stop dreaming and things like that happen only in movies and books.

But that was the truest thing I have ever experienced till date.

It all felt so magical back then and also I realized now that the magic was me  :)

 

 

 

Now take it easy

 

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